its the same as everything in its kind.

Grabe. Haha.=)). Nga pala. want to greet those who have birthdays this month. Goodluck din sa retreat ng 33 kung saan nandun ang sister kong si Innah, ang hotness kong si Jonas, ang kambal ko na si SarahV, ang ex-classmates ko sa 22 and 13. MAY LETTER AKO SANYONG LAHAT! YAHOO! Haha.:P. Asensado nako eh. Nakatunganga nnman kame kanina sa gym. Para kameng ewan dun sa stage tapos kinakantahan nalang namen yung mga boylets ko.(ASA). Hay…

Sa mga bagay-bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ko, di ko na namamalayan na naiiwan ko na ang SAJINAVIN. Lately ko lang napansin kasi lumalayo na kami sa isa’t-isa at nakakalungkot kasi love na love ko sila. Namimiss ko na lahat ng tawanan namin. Sabi nga ni Bridget dapat magbigay panahon ako sa kanila kasi baka sabhin nila starnger nako. Tapos eto pang si Justin na pinagppilitan ako sa taong may girlfriend na. Nakakahiya kaya! Parang weird. Nalulungkot lang din lalo ako kasi kahapon eh… Buti nalang nagvideoke kami nina Justin, Bridget, Jenina ang Mikhaila sa SM. Hay… Nakakalungkot grabe. Anyways, Kaya ko toh!

Haha. Lagi nalang ako sinasabihan ni Justin ng “Late ka nanaman” tuwing dumadating ako sa school. Nung first day nga ang entrance greeting ko galing kay srManlincon ay “Why just now?”. Nakakatuwa. Atleast now na one month na since classes started, nandyan na yung mga girl classmates ko na hinihintay naman ako pag nararamdaman nila na late NANAMAN ako. Nakakatuwa talaga. Before Im scared to be with them but now, I like who I am, one of them. Hay.

i called off school for two days na. Hindi ako masaya. Yung iba natutuwang magabsent, ako hindi. Ugh. Boring dito. Pero I’ve done some thinking. Everyday, routinated na buhay ko. And Im starting to get tired of it. Sana magkaron ng araw na hindi ako late, sana may araw na hindi ako mapagalitan, sana may oras pa akong magbago and so many more. Sa monday nako papasok eh wala din namang mgyyri dun kasi mannood lang kmi ng NC eh boring naman nun. Ugh again. Ugh again ang again. Im so BoRED!!!!!!

A friend is Superman, he saves people from distress. A friend is Spongebob, he makes people happy. A friend is an electicfan, he refreshes us. He is a policeman, he guards us. But not all people are fit to be a friend. They characterize different looks of life. Life is not actually short. It’s the people’s interest in living it is what makes it short. We wake up 7x a week, 4 weeks a month and 12 months a year. I think we shouldn’t make life as an excuse for faults and problems. SUPER CHEESY! haha. Uso yun sa classroom. Nakakatuwa. May nakita akong OATMEAL sa pader, hindi ko alam kung ano yun. Tatlong araw na, nandun parin yung OATMEAL. Ano kaya yun? Ok lang kaya xa? Kawawa naman. Ilang taon na kaya yung OATMEAL, balita ko takot xa sa tao. Ano ang OATMEAL? SECRET… Kung akala mo Hayop, NO. Kung akala mo BOOGER, NO din. Haha.:P.

Since I’ve started my third year, I am so happy to belong to 3-31 with Sr.Manlincon as our class adviser. Yung mga classmates ko rin nakakatuwa minsan nga hindi ako makaconcentrate sa kulit nila pero they’re disciplined. They know when to start. Nung dumating nga lang si Asong eh gumuho na ang pader ng katahimikan pero masaya parin. Then yung pride namen ay yung dalawa naming NCAA Red Cubs player na sina Alphonse Gotladera and Van Abatayo. They’re tahimik din and super tangkad. Pero nung nagPep Rally kami feeling ko sila pa nga yung maliit sa matangkad. Haha.=). kakatuwa talaga. Im doing well pero I’m stuck looking at the 3-31 sign at the door. Im missing those times where I would miss out on everything just to go up and see 3-31 kasi nga dahil kay Jules. Pero It’s sad na hindi ko na maalala muka nya. He’s nothing but a silhouette now to me but the remains of his personality still lies there on the dark shadows. Im so lucky to have found friends in 3-31 which I started loving. They’re Kat, Bridget, Cheska, Jenina, Hannah, Yvette, Mikhaila and Grace.The differences between us are the ones that compliments and binds us. It’s still so great. I still miss the guys from 22, I’ll they willa always remain here, with me.

Tomorrow’s gonna be the first day of school and I’m confused at what’s going to happen so I’ll update you tomorrow. Mahirap makisama sa mga taga Beda. Minsan nga mas naalala ko pa yung buhay ko nung nasa LaCo pako. Dati kasi close kaming lahat. Tska kung hindi ako pumunta ng Beda, malamang hindi ko mararamdaman tong nffeel ko ngayon. Pero I made so much mistakes sa LaCo that I need to forget and change. Hindi ko alam kung mbboost ang potential ko dun pero It’s what I am now. There are things that make booth those schools different. I love them both. Ngayon, hindi ko na alam kung san ako pupulutin sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. Feeling ko wala na’kong dahilan para pumasok pa. Mahirap na mahirap. People do lose friends huh? weird pero Im proud to stand. I cried a lot kasi merong nawala na naging malaking parte ng buhay ko. I know masay na xa, pero pano ako? madalas nakakaintindi ako, pero ano na? haha. sige. panonoorin ko si Kim Bum.=). haha. sige ah. See you guys.

I always dream about the thing I remember about him and what’s left. But when I realize he’s gone, I get lonely and watch TV. Im worried about what will happen this year. Sana maging ok naman. Medyo matagal-tagal din akong isip pero as in WALA akong maimagine. Parang tungaw eh.=)). Sana medyo madelay yung pasukan. mga July. PLEASE MADAM PRESIDENT!.:_)

i recommend Angels and Demons as remedy for your movie cravings. Maganda siya. When akala mo happy ending na, biglang nagttwist ang plot. It’s so great and nakakakaba yung sound effects. I guarantee the appearance of interesting and wasted people. And the so cool part is the metal thingy-that you put on fire-tattoo like-rod with design-that burns your skin ‘thing. It’s cool how it comes out set aside the people screaming in pain. Funny priests that smoke and have buck rogers phone are found there din. Im happy to report na gumawa nako ng sarili kong shorts! Pants talaga siya eh hindi ko siya sinusuot kasi hindi ko type, ayun, ginupit ko. tapos tinatakan ko ng mga shapes with fabric paint, pero hindi ko pa siya nasusuot talaga kasi natatakot ako na baka pag nilabhan mo siya matanggal lahat.=)). Im confident na si Adam mananalo sa American Idol! Kris Allen, goodluck nalang.

1.)

the walls collide,
im trying to survive
to feel the pain there,
there’s nothing to remember
after the day,
i would never surrender
’cause all turns gray,
till i’ve got no one to linger.

2.)

Far off there till today
to see things clear im making my way
Cause everytime i turn around
they think i’ll  fall again

Far off there till today
to make things clear, oh this i say
to you this ends, to you it mends
the things i ought to fake